It had rained for three days straight when Lydia finally collapsed onto the old wooden bench behind the church, her soul as drenched as her coat. She had tried so hard—to be strong for everyone, to keep the bakery afloat after her mother got sick, to smile when loneliness gnawed at her heart. But this afternoon, holding another disconnect notice in her trembling hands, Lydia had reached the end of herself.
The world around her seemed muted, softened by the misty drizzle. Each falling raindrop felt like a soft percussion against her skin, almost like a strange comfort. She sighed, pressing her forehead against clenched fists. “I just can’t anymore, God,” she whispered. “I thought You said You’d help me be strong.”
Behind her, the old wooden door to the church creaked open. Lydia thought she heard footsteps, but she didn’t lift her head. She didn’t have the strength to wipe away her tears, much less face anyone.
A warm, worn blanket settled around her shoulders. She turned her head slightly to see Pastor Eleanor standing there, an umbrella held loosely in her other hand.
“I saw you,” Eleanor said simply, her voice like warm honey. “And I thought you might want to sit in the dry awhile.”
Lydia shook her head, a fresh wave of tears rising. “I’m supposed to be strong. I’m supposed to have faith. But I feel so empty.”
The pastor sat beside her, letting the rain paint dots across her sensible shoes. There was no reprimand in her voice when she said, “Maybe you’ve been trying to be strong in your own power, not His.”
Lydia frowned. She had always assumed that strength meant holding everything together, proving herself faithful by enduring. But the idea that she could let go—that her weakness might be a doorway rather than a failure—somehow softened something inside her that had felt hardened for months.
Pastor Eleanor reached into her coat pocket and pulled out a little card, the edges soft from much handling. She pressed it into Lydia’s hand. On it, written in neat, careful handwriting, was the verse: “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.” (2 Corinthians 12:9)
Lydia stared at the words, blinking slowly. Perfect… in weakness?
The rain began to lighten. Across the courtyard, the sun pushed through a slit in the grey clouds, casting a sudden brilliance over wet cobblestones. It wasn’t loud or dramatic, but it was breathtaking—an unexpected wonder breaking through the gloom.
For the first time in many weeks, Lydia felt something lift inside her—a quiet, trembling hope that maybe she didn’t have to carry all of this alone. Maybe God wasn’t asking her to be unbreakable; maybe He was inviting her to be held.
She turned to Pastor Eleanor, managed a teary smile, and together they stood, the blanket still wrapped around Lydia’s shoulders. One small step at a time, they walked back toward the warm, waiting light of the church.
That night, sitting by the cracked windowpane of her little apartment, Lydia prayed differently. Not for strength to bulldoze forward, but for the courage to lean wholly on the everlasting arms that had been waiting to catch her all along.
And somehow, deep in her heart, she knew she would be okay—not because she was strong enough, but because He was.
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It had rained for three days straight when Lydia finally collapsed onto the old wooden bench behind the church, her soul as drenched as her coat. She had tried so hard—to be strong for everyone, to keep the bakery afloat after her mother got sick, to smile when loneliness gnawed at her heart. But this afternoon, holding another disconnect notice in her trembling hands, Lydia had reached the end of herself.
The world around her seemed muted, softened by the misty drizzle. Each falling raindrop felt like a soft percussion against her skin, almost like a strange comfort. She sighed, pressing her forehead against clenched fists. “I just can’t anymore, God,” she whispered. “I thought You said You’d help me be strong.”
Behind her, the old wooden door to the church creaked open. Lydia thought she heard footsteps, but she didn’t lift her head. She didn’t have the strength to wipe away her tears, much less face anyone.
A warm, worn blanket settled around her shoulders. She turned her head slightly to see Pastor Eleanor standing there, an umbrella held loosely in her other hand.
“I saw you,” Eleanor said simply, her voice like warm honey. “And I thought you might want to sit in the dry awhile.”
Lydia shook her head, a fresh wave of tears rising. “I’m supposed to be strong. I’m supposed to have faith. But I feel so empty.”
The pastor sat beside her, letting the rain paint dots across her sensible shoes. There was no reprimand in her voice when she said, “Maybe you’ve been trying to be strong in your own power, not His.”
Lydia frowned. She had always assumed that strength meant holding everything together, proving herself faithful by enduring. But the idea that she could let go—that her weakness might be a doorway rather than a failure—somehow softened something inside her that had felt hardened for months.
Pastor Eleanor reached into her coat pocket and pulled out a little card, the edges soft from much handling. She pressed it into Lydia’s hand. On it, written in neat, careful handwriting, was the verse: “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.” (2 Corinthians 12:9)
Lydia stared at the words, blinking slowly. Perfect… in weakness?
The rain began to lighten. Across the courtyard, the sun pushed through a slit in the grey clouds, casting a sudden brilliance over wet cobblestones. It wasn’t loud or dramatic, but it was breathtaking—an unexpected wonder breaking through the gloom.
For the first time in many weeks, Lydia felt something lift inside her—a quiet, trembling hope that maybe she didn’t have to carry all of this alone. Maybe God wasn’t asking her to be unbreakable; maybe He was inviting her to be held.
She turned to Pastor Eleanor, managed a teary smile, and together they stood, the blanket still wrapped around Lydia’s shoulders. One small step at a time, they walked back toward the warm, waiting light of the church.
That night, sitting by the cracked windowpane of her little apartment, Lydia prayed differently. Not for strength to bulldoze forward, but for the courage to lean wholly on the everlasting arms that had been waiting to catch her all along.
And somehow, deep in her heart, she knew she would be okay—not because she was strong enough, but because He was.
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